December 30th, 2001

lilga

Still..

Yeah. I still think about her. About how much I really do love her. But just can't take the way she's treated me, still treats me, the things she's said about me...I don't understand. I do, but I don't. It's getting to the point where I think we really do have something between us...I think I really, truly love her...But she's just not ready for that kind of love. And I worry about that, I worry about the fact that I can't handle that, I worry that she may never be ready for it...And I don't know what to do. I suppose I should just be living day by day. But it hurts to think that the one person you really love, may never be able to love you...
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