Of the nearly 1700 songs on this computer, the one Sandarei (my lovely laptop ^*^) likes to play the most is Komm, Süsser Tod from the End of Evangelion soundtrack. It means "Come, Sweet Death." Those of you who've seen it, would remember the bouncing tune that plays as the world ends: "tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down.."  (^*^);

It is a favorite of mine.. mostly 'cause the contrast works so nicely, ee. But is very strange that when Winamp is set to shuffle, this song gets played multiple times in a single program session amongst 1680 songs in the list.. ee


I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now, through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones who love me more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
Feel the best thing I could do
Is end it all, and leave forever
What's done is done, it feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again, my world is ending

I wish, that I could turn back time
'Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know, we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all, returns, to nothing
It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all, returns, to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

In my heart of hearts, I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything
Everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world

I wish, that I could turn back time
'Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know, we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all, returns, to nothing
It just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all, returns, to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

It all, returns, to nothing
It just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all, returns, to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down