Gorotsuki Tenshi (aekiy) wrote,
Gorotsuki Tenshi

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interview from per_akh

1.) If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be and why?

I wouldn't.

2.) How do you handle various aspects, either of yourselves or others? I hope this question made sense, hehe.

It does make sense.. although it is an odd one, ee.

As far as myself, am really not that aspect ed, generally. It's been something to deal with lately, because am so off balance, my system is trying to figure out whatever it can to try and fix things. Including drawing on whatever sources it can for strength, like aspecting my mind into different personae. I mostly deal with it by trying to remain calm, and cool, and attempting to rationalize my situation.. but sometimes the different parts just have to manifest and be released. This is mostly a problem with the other part of this question though, and generally tend to prevent myself from fully manifesting anything, because I see it as sort of an imbalance (and have no interest in becoming a multiple.. ee).

For others, I mostly work by trying to filter them through/out of my system. I'm okay with part of them being there, that's fine, but I have to make sure that I don't let my mind get too untidy. In my healthiest stages, everything is pretty clean and smooth, and what other people are there exist as separate entities floating around in a similar space, and I can even talk to them. (I sometimes worry if am actually speaking aloud, but this hasn't been much of an issue for a while, mya; things have been too chaotic for me to achieve that). For the stronger imprints, there generally is some residue left in my own persona, so I just work to filter out the parts of them which do not suit me, mya. After all, it's a pretty natural process to have one's self shaped by others. My only concern is not to simply become them.

Hope that made some sort of sense..

3.)How do you plan on looking after your health, and what measures have you made both medically and otherwise, such as energetically, to heal yourself?

Medically, I've been diagnosed with Lyme disease, had a session of antibiotics (30 days), been given a knee brace for the arthritis (and prescribed physical therapy which haven't been able to get, and told that the problem is hyper mobility).. Also had some tests done showing that am not lactose intolerant, and don't have any of the typical digestive issues, and therefor probably have irritable bowel syndrome. There is also something wrong with my bladder, though we're not sure what that is yet (something odd showed up on a CAT scan). So far, have failed to receive any sort of support in Maryland (except for some food stamps).

Energetically, have had people help out a little bit; was offered Reiki by rialian, and that's helped some in the past, though it's been a while since we've actively done anything with that. helen99 has also offered me some help, and a few other people have given me hope and some aid. For myself, I mostly try and keep myself calm, hope to avoid things which will make my situation worse, and try and remember what things will actually help me (like a lot of healthy fluids, and remembering to eat). I work to keep my mind and body calm, and even attempt to communicate subconsciously or in whatever ways I can with the shell to help suggest ways that may be able to improve things. (Sort of attempting to communicate to the shell what the problems are--the bacteria it needs to fight, in hopes that it can help to sustain itself).

4.) You and I are sitting someplace...like a bar or a campfire or something. What would you want to talk about?

Whatever comes up, really.. I don't tend to have agendas, or want to talk about anything in particular. There are a lot of things we could talk about, although I tend to be attracted to the more esoteric sorts of conversations when am around people that those conversations tend to suit. (If that's the right word for that). Not sure can answer this very well, ee..

5.) If you could shift and transform your body at will, what form would it take?

There's probably a variety of forms it could take, depending on my mood really. My gender would probably flip around with my mood, and would spend much time just sexless. Although would probably tend to spend more time as a female than a male, generally. Maybe that'll change, but for now, the thought of being male doesn't particularly appeal to me. But if shape can changed with whim, those thought processes would probably change too.. ee

Of course, would probably try on a variety of shapes and sizes, mostly humanoid. It depends on how far the ability goes, though, what I might try. But if I have to have a form, humanoid seems to work pretty well for me. (I might try some variations of anthropomorphic creatures when the mood is right, ee). Again, probably spend a good deal of time as sexless, and the rest of the time usually as female.. I might try a variety of aesthetic differences, like height and weight (if I can), perhaps color and even limbs.. if I could do it right, the occasional manifestation of wings and such might not be out of the question.  (^*^)

OMG I hope these questions weren't too lame hehe.

Naa.. tha's fine.  (^*^)  I hope my answers aren't totally lame, as my mind isn't quite as with it as I'd like it to be lately. I probably sound crazy in this, and don't make too much sense, but aa well. Hope this at least answers things decently well, mya. And of course, if these topics actually interest we, maybe we could discuss them the next time we're at a bar or a campfire.. hee

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